Tuesday, June 23, 2009

what u meant 2 me ..mom...=)

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me


You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
be my everything



Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything


i know it is just a 'copy paste' thing..
but somehow its just show what is really inside me~
all my love is just for u my mom.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

kalau aku seekor katak?~~~



knyataan yg tdak dpt dsangkal lgy..~
ktak mnggelikan!!!~
yuckkssss!!~
tapi...beliau byk mmbntu...
sbb dgn kwujudan bliau ini..
aku leh bljar bdah2..cra mmusnahkan spinal cord..
hurmmm~
byk gak ek faedah dia...
yela..xkan Allah nk cipta smthng tnpa ad sbb mnsabab dia kan..


ak sbnanya ksihan la kt ktak2 yg tbabit lam klsa fisio 2..
yela..mti cm2 jer..
cba imagine spinal cord korang kna cucuk dgn bnda tjam..
pstu bnda 2 dbwak k ats..kmudian k bwh lak..
pstu diulang smpai sure kmatian korang(pabila tkeluar air kuning)
hurmmm~
rsa mcm xtgmak lak nk buat kan?
aku rsa mcm fhm je ap ktak 2 bkata2 bila aku nk bnuh dia..mata mereka spti bhrap agr tdak dbunuh...sbb..
bunuh ni ssuatu pkra yg KEJAM!!!!
ye!!~i2lah yg sbenanya..
tpi nk bt cmne...
prof da sruh..ak rsa mcm nk lpaskan jer ktak2 tsebut..
biar xde ktak lnsung..pstu gnti ngn pmbntu mkmal kna cucuk spinal cord 2..
hahahahahah!!~rsakan btpa mnderitanya ktak2 tsebut..hehehehehe~~~


hurmmm~
apala agknya prsaan mnjadi ktak kan?
sdih?gmbira?sntiasa brgelak ktwa kah?
atau sntiasa brda dlm ktakutan..
sbb tkut djadikan bhn ekperimen fisio..
hurmmm~
wallahualam...~
xtawla..nnti klu ad spe2 yg rsa fhm prsaan ktak 2..
jgn lpa ctct aku ek..
ak nk sbarkan msj ktak ni ke seluruh dnia..
biar xde ktak agy kna bnuh psni tuk jdi bhn ekperimen..hohohoho~>,<
*owh...niat yg sgguh mulia*

tpi kan...
klu jadi ktak kan..
btuah kta sbnanya..
sbb kan...
ktak konpim xmsuk neraka..
iA..sbb mereka bnatang..wlpun xde akal..
kita ni..yg ad akal..
kita leh sure ke dri kta xmsuk neraka?
spe leh jmin xmsuk neraka angkat tgn?
hurmmm~~~xde kan?
nk taw sbb ap?
sbb kita mnsia..
kta xleh lri dri mlakukan slap..
tpi ssungguhnya Allah i2 Maha Pengampun..
slagi kita ad msa kt dnia..
mnfaatkanlah spenuhnya..
sntiasala pohon keampunan dri-Nya..
dan sntiasa igt tjuan kita dhidupkan ke dnia..


hurmmm~
nmpknya ktak yg mti 2 lgy btuah dri kta ek..huhuhu~
tpi..klu kita sntiasa buat baik..
cba utk smpurna amlan kita kpd Dia..
bknkah kita lgy btuah dri ktak 2..kan?
hie3~k ah..sdh siap luahan hati ktak yg tpendam slma bberapa mnggu ni..
amiklah iktibar yg ad..
k,slm.
*baiknya aku bgy salam..hehe*
;O









Saturday, June 6, 2009

muhasabah@munasarawak~

thought for today~

"if you don't understand about someone's condition,
then don't jump into your own conclusion."

byk kali jer aku bt mcm 2..ho3~tpi bla kna kt dri ak sdri.bru ak sdar bnda ni.hrp aku xkn ulang bnda ni kt org len n sma2la kita muhasabah cinta(errkk..tjuk lgu lak)..eh2..muhasah dri kita..
gudlurk yer knak2~..=B